So I got my wisdom teeth removed today. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. They gave me laughing gas…orange flavored laughing gas. It was spectacular. I think I’m one of those people who feel heavy when I get laughing gas as opposed to feeling floaty. I don’t know why people do drugs. Just take some laughing gas. Seriously.
People are complicated and sometimes its just too much work to make things okay.
Why can’t relationships just …work.
Hawaii was a blast. I hung out with my amazing cousins and family <3 love those kids to death! But… Ugh. I’m getting my wisdom teeth out soon. I am going to look like a fat chipmunk. Great.
I cannot begin to express how I feel.
Mira Loma was like this safe haven for me and although I complained and worried over assignments and IAs, I was happy. I was safe and comfortable.
I’ve made so many amazing friends and met so many wonderful people. I don’t think I will ever meet so many talented and lovely people in one place that I have met through IB.
I used to feel sorry for myself because I would work on the weekends unlike the kids at other schools. But now, I feel sorry for them. I feel sorry for them because they will never know what it feels like to be taught by some of the most kind, warm, intelligent teachers. I feel sorry for them because they will never meet such bright people. I’ve learned so much from not only all the teachers, but from all of the students.
A part of me is so terribly sad and depressed that I will have to part from these people. I’ve known these people for four years or more…They’ve become such a large part of my life, and I know for a fact that I will leave behind part of myself when I go off into the real world.
I can’t really express how I feel in words…and it seems like everything I’ve written is just blah compared to what I want to say, but there’s nothing else I can do now.
All good things must come to an end. And I must go off into the world and leave behind the place I have come to love. Goodbye Mira Loma, I’ll miss you terribly.